addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
liar, lair, your soul's on fire (okay abit morbid)
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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warning: angry angst filled entry ahead.
so when pat eats chocolate and still is not high, we know there's a big problem here. firstly, i'm super tired. secondly, all my friends have boycotted me! mwahha. i know la, got chinese pt. sigh. cos i'm in lower chinese so i don't have. lol and now my whole family thinks i'm a total social misfit. cos my friends all can't make it, and i refuse to go and mingle with people i don't know. thanks to penster's harping, they now know me as the anti-social one. quite true la. i really really don't like talking to people i don't know. boohoo.
went to sentosa to practice bike manouvering (cos i keep on crashing and jiaolian says i should practice). and it was so freaking crowded!!! people didn't even like walk faster when they say i was using that small stretch of road, instead, they stopped and stared. geez. so irritating. after a while i got so irritated i stopped. ahahha. felt like screaming at some of them. then they knocked down my cones and didn't put them back! grrr.
irritated.
now when i get back. i discover. something i'd rather not have known. but OMG she it is sucha liar la. haha vania will prob tell me not to care about her it. !!!!!! but i cannot take it when people lie like that. really really cannot take it. esp having been lied to for so many freaking months. woah cannot tahan when she does it to other people. seriously. wah lao. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so angry! sheeeet. heartless guttersnipe!!!!! no heart or what?! obviously this person won't admit. stuck in denial or whatever. agh okay i feel mean! i am angry! ANGRY! breathe pat, breathe! if i were like 80yrs old now, i'd prob have died of heart attack after encountering this being. please la. quit being such an awful person. actually i don't give a damn about what she's doing but when it concerns people i know and value then. wohoho. GO AWAY -grunts. showoff, liar, manipulative freak. thank god i can see through your lies. or else i'd still be under your very disgusting control. geez, please la. stop lying to other people, STOP LYING TO YOURSELF.
hahahaha okay have a good cry, say you're prayers. crap i'm talking like act 4 in pygmalion. that was major venting. may i not be spammed cos of that. forgive me for snitching on it, but this is an extreme case and really, i'm quite certain it isn't impulsive or even a misunderstanding. somebody who's done so much to hurt me, woohoo you should be honoured to be given space in my entry.